lack of order or predictability; gradual decline into disorder.

This is the beginning of my story. I call it, The Entropy of a Good Girl. My story is about the circumstances that I encountered throughout my life..
.Encompassed in this story is smaller ones. These circumstances, these stories informed the decisions of my life, the choices that I made and the consequences of those choices. I am not proud of the poor decisions. In fact,. there are many choices that I have made in this life that I deeply regret. But you cant look back, except in reflection. 


My story includes topics that relate to religion, politics and other controversial topics. My intention in telling my story is not to move someone else away from their own beliefs, but rather to explain why I have come to the place in my life that I am in and why my beliefs are what they are.  The names in my story are the actual names of the characters in my story at least to the best of my recollection. It is not my intention to slander anyone in anyway, however I will  be telling my truth and none of which will be false. If you stumble across this story and know that you might be a character in my story and wish not to be named, you can contact me at This email address is being protected from spambots. You need JavaScript enabled to view it. to request I use a pseudonym. Otherwise my story will be raw and open and your name may be utilized.

You are invited to come along with me on this journey, but fair warning, buckle up!